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A NEW YEAR'S REFLECTION (written by Theresa Effinger during a day of silence)
Once, before I met the Lord, I thought that I was pretty wise. Now that I have come to know Him better, I understand that human wisdom is useless without pure love of God and neighbour.
Once, before I met the Lord, I was very dissatisfied with myself. Now that I have come to know Him better, I believe that He has made me a beautiful creature, not only in His sight but in my own view as well.
Once, before I met the Lord, I could not see my own weaknesses and iniquities. Now that I have come to know Him better, I understand that even the smallest failure displeases Him, so I run before Him, begging His forgiveness as soon as I recognize an iniquity.
Once, before I met the Lord, justification was a big part of my life. Now that I have come to know Him better, I recognize that justification stems from the sin of pride and there is no place for it in His followers.
Once, before I met the Lord, I heard His words in Holy Scripture but didn't recognize that He was calling me to conversion. Now that I have come to know Him better, I understand that conversion is never-ending, that striving for perfection will be my task for as long as the Lord keeps me on this earth.
Once, before I met the Lord, I wanted to be in control of my life. Now that I have come to know Him better, I recognize that I must relinquish control, letting Him lead and guide me along the path He has traced out for me.
Once, before I met the Lord, I was strong-willed. Now that I have come to know Him better, I understand that my spiritual growth benefits only when my will is one with His!
Now that I really love the Lord from the very depths of my being, I desire to be His most beloved spouse, the breath of His will. Amen. Alleluia!
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